5 months ahahha
well imma give it one more shot just cuz the cuties use blogger apparently....
and YES U JUSTIN AND KEVIN AND JEREMY HO.. u guys will be officially refered to as the "cuties"...
random thought.. cuties are yummy
anyways...
fml :(
feels like im a lot closer to the stupid cuties than i am compared to eddie..
i dont like that....
hes supposed to be my best friend?
hes supposed to "always be there for me"
or so thats wat he says....
the hell am i supposed to do now...
kevin says i should stay positive...
i think i know better than anything that i wont be able to...
how many times has flint tried to tell me taht...
how many times has that not worked....
my life is just shit.....
sigh i gotta do my stats hw...
i still need to do engineering work...
this work load is ridiculous....
and i have like no one i can lean on....
i wish sd5 was active....
sd5 i miss u guys :(
cosmos.. eveyryone... c6fl..
sigh...... i still think back to the dance..
"please dont stop the music" PIAK *music stops*
if there was something i could do to turn abck time...
so i can redo thigsn with eddie...
make everything better..
make cosmos happen again....
acutallyy
if things could just work out..
i'd be happy to take up everyones work load in engineering
i'd be fine wiht no sleep at all...
i'd be fine dying from starvation...
i just want to start over again...
is that so damn hard...
lifes shit
hows taht for a first post in 5 months
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