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Black Friday... sigh

im getting old..
i used to be able to handle staying up so much better than i am right now
im practically dead..
my eyes were even tired earlier o.o that never happens..


me and justin strategized whos gettign what and what the good deals were..
first time i video chatted in a while
anywho....
flint came to my house appx 3 30 am.. we chilled around doing nothing
han le le came around 3 55.. good timing
cuz justin wong came around 4 03
we went to frys and got in at 5 30 because of this stupid strategy they used to control the ppl who got in...
it aws all well because when we were in theere acutally wasnt that many ppl.....
it was FREEZING in line but it soon got really hot when we were in frys....
first i went STRAIGHT for the bluetooth head set section... i grabbed 4 in case we wanted extras...
the strategy was literally to pick anythign and everything up...
walkie talkies started dying here....
then i went to pick up a radiator... vacuum... coffee machine
and i gathered everyhting
except for han le les printer..
so i walked aroudn furious ly
and i TODL him to be assertive
but i guess i was too addrenaliney....

sigh
srry han le le... i hope he desont think im like mean or anything :(
IM NICE TO HIM! rawr...
anyways....

we grabbed everythign and met up with flint and justin.. the dreaded line..
the line acutally wasnt all that bad though
when at teh register
i picked up lindors truffle..
hanlele bought them for me :) aww :)
 anyways
WE ARE BLIND
THE RADIATOR
WAS TEH WRONG
ONE...
so i didnt get one :(
im so sad..
oh wells... so we got out of frys pretty early.. i;d say.... 7 am? ish....
that was a pretty good day i woudl say
prtty good turn out
got like most of my stuff except for that radiator..
then we went to jack in the bxo..
i hsouldnt have eatn though cuz i kinda felt sick after..
but it was all good cuz han le le stayed over for a while
that made me happy :)
ty han le le for coming to frys with me and staying over :)

Black Fridays rewards:

Today I bought:
Wireless headphones
a coffee maker
a bluetooth headset
lindor's truffles

:)
let us all read the long story

im a celeb?

WTF...
im goign to go backwards from where i am right now cuz everyhting is still rushing through my head....
i just went to a party where everyoen knew me..
i was like a long lost son to someone cuz everyone was rushign to say hi to me and what not..
i remeber angie thoguh,..,.
its been wat a year since i saw her?
cant believe shes married now..
anyways... i felt abd cuz everyone was saying hi and i was saying
wtf who are u...
i played a good games of apple and apples (ryan will approve)
except it was disney edition so there was like.. freaking hannah montanna and what not...

i had a logn talk with doug and angie... they think i should apply to MIT and stanford...  LOL JEREMY HO!
anyways...
i dont wanna go anywhere else but SD :) not right now at least
doug gave me a ride home.. everyone didnt stop talkign about how i was the smartest kid they ever met..
yeah right....

anyways...
there was SO mcuh food at the party...
before we talk about food lets talk about lunch (yes im jumping around atm)
so i woke up at 10 30 and iw as lik fuck im late to cook lunch..
so i got out and started wokring on thanks giving lunch...
shun wasnt even here yet so i was lik WHOO...
and so i see auntie cooked the potatos
BUT they werent cut or anythign SO...
i got a knife.. still half awake.. and cut the potatoes in half to let them soak up some water..
then shunc ame and we made food...
it was my own recipes for pie stuffing AND mashed potatos..
it was an over success.. less sugar for the strawberry pie..
great recipes... definitely keeping them somewhere safe..
anyways.... i had a great lunch saw david for the ffirst time in a while..
uhng out till like 5 30 when i went to my aunts house.... u already noe how that went...

anyways more on the food for thanksgiving dinner...
after eating mroe than i owuld normally eat at lunch...
i went to my aunts house where they over stuff u and over feed u like those turkeys where u just stuff too much stuffing in and they explode when u bake....
so i had prime ribs..quieche.... mashed potatos... thsi super good scallop with asparagus, chicken paramean.... cream corn.
just WAY too much food.. that was half of it...
portions were huge too.,..
i was stuffed...
and yeah most of u are pretty WTF NO TURKEY?!
rest assured im gettign there...
so im eating and eating and i keep eating....
and so we play apples and apples what not..
i do dishes for a bit cuz we all took turns and they served dessert..
there was brownies.. coffe..c ake cobler cranberry jelly there was elverything... pie...
it was just all just great!
and tehn...
death came..
turkey.... CAKE -__-
omg i walk into the room with this freaky ass hell plastic ,looking turkye except for this guy that appearntly knows me.. goes JOHN JOHN! turkey?
and im lik WTF...
and then hes  like do u want awing?
and im like sure...
turns out the wing was all cream but ANYWAYS...
hes all like so ur a drak meat guy eh?
and im lk.. um sure.......
and so i take it..
wtf..
craeppy....
pics to be posted lmfao,,.
wat a great thanks giving..
nayways after eating we formed a clique...
me angie,. her hsuband.. her cousin.. and her husbadn and brother...
and we sat in a circle..
wtf.. asians and circles -__-
anyways...
it was funny that i knew most of hte stuff they were puzzled about lmfao...
ok ANYWAYS.....

video chat with justin wong about frys soon..
ir eally
really
REALLY wanna get somethign good but i have no money,..
i hope justin han can go
it'll make me SUPER happy
and..
yah......

hoep this all goes welll
happy not so much thanks giving anymore..
im great ful.. for..
my new laptop
itouch
phone
new tech stuff
my grandparents
cosmos
the cuties
and my best friend :)

first radio show

now that...
that was intense...
today engineering from 8 to 2.. ended up to being 8 to 9... PM -__-
so 13 hours of engineering i got some stuff done..
i found out i made teh applciation for the dj for rssfo...
i hope ic an be a dj cuz its kinda fun...
cant wait to hear about my first test :)
anyways..
i did a show tonight.. my test recording but jsut for friends to lsiten..
seems like ppl liked it :)
i hope they will continue to support me!

tahnks everyone for tuning in..
and jeremy ho im still srry

happy bday jeremy ho~

ahahha happy bday!!! omg today was the big day after who knows how long...
everything finally paid off today
after getting to school today i went to jeremy ho out side of yearbook to give him the bag full of giftst that i told him that i was never giving him....
then i sat through english and art kidna broed with a semi ok rally.....
tennis was ok.. kinda boring still.. should have been a bit more fun.....
afterschool was just hilarious..
i was stuck teaching the kids though...
hahahha
i fail at distracting people but it worked!!!
everyone sang happy bday for him and it was great :)
ty to anyone and everyone who helped
and again happy bday jeremy ho :)
the lame little boy in design xP

cookies

i just made some yummy cookies yumm ahahha
i shall bring some for the cuties and eddie tomorrow
so delicious :)

shit i hope jeremy deosnt read this
hes not supposed to know yet...
hmmmm
LOL i like how i dont jsut delete it..
ohwells :)

preperation is almost complete :)

do it do it chu~

and yes i shall do it chu!
ahahhaha
its such a catchy song... say with me now.. la cha la cha ta ta..
and then grow up to chu :)
lmfao.. ok im lame

ANYWAYS..
today was broing..
i woke up at.. 11
took a long ass shower and grand parents picked me up at 12...
umm went out to eat bcd. again.. more left overs ftw...
ummm i went shopping for stuff to remain unknown for now....
and yes ppl this is y u cant go into my room..
u guys will all see soon..
anyways..
went home and qqed around...

shun came we talked...
fyi shun is my gaurdians daughter who is now a doctor
i "interviewed" her for my seniro project
she says shes gonna get me some prescription drugs..
i guess thats helpful....

tomorrow imma goto school :(
i dont wanna goto school
i hate engineering
i hate schoool
nothings fun about it other than a few ppl...
literally few ppl.. sigh :(

i'll just have to do it.. CHU!

listen to my heart beat...

cuz its beating for u!
and its waiting for u.......

anyways...
engineering was boring today :(
no one was there although kevin chang did come toward the end.... everyone was wowing over me laptop..
i dont think its that big of a deal though..
anyways... im proud of my video editing skills.. i think its really fun :)
after engineerign no one picked up when i called adn dipak left arleady so i went to flints house...
flints house was fun i guess...
i finally figured out was crYsis is...
and wat cod is for that matter..
and i cant believe i wanted him to install it
and then jeremy LAU came over to install cod for me..
it was kinda fun i guess... we watched a movie.. i talked to david on the phone for like an entire hour....
me and flint watched an interesting movie..
it was really.. interesting lmfao
theres literally no other wayt o put it but w.e
i got home at 9 something

im sad :(
i wish there was somethign i could do about things right now.....
i dont noe wat it is but its so much harder right now....
stop tearing me apart like this

all ur fault

JEREMY HO -__-
this is all ur fault
if it wasnt for u i woudlnt be thinking about this right now

stop being sad

han le le :(

thinking again

sigh im thinking too much again
this time its the bad think too much....
yesterday was a good think too much
today... :(

ahahah
jeremy ho is so funny
:)

if only i could just let go of all of this crap all together....

new itouch case :) i likey it :D

i need help.... i just want to get it all out of my system...
its like.... a three year old kid begging for the toy that broke.....

on the brighter other hand...
jeremy ho is a good friend :)

a good thought

i just had one...
a really good thought
im really happy now...
i think the happiest i ve been in a while
maybe since last year...
:)
its unintentinal..
its me thinking too much
but imma just let myself think its intentional
imma let myself over think it
cuz its mkaing me happy
its making me look forward to this year

first post on laptop

this is me first post on me first new laptop....



cant believe im listening to it now -__-
stupid jeremy ho got it stuck in my mind...
cant believe hes learning how to play this song too....
lol
but fine i'll say it is pretty good...
lmfao u can play it and then i'll sing :)
but anywho...
new laptop...
not all that excitped.. meh...
just want tomorrow to come.. its another 2 4 6 day...

NEW LAPTOPPP

yay :)
the new laptop came today
its ok.. im not all that excited..
i think i've worked in IT for too long......
it left for my house at 9 am
and it made its way over at like 2 30 pm :)
anywyas.s.....
jeremy ho caem over so we could mess with it :D
we both ditched engineering lmfao.....
we didnt do much though
he just tumblred the whole time -___-
i dont really mind but meh i feel bad... felt like a bad host...
anyways....
i do spend a lot of time with him..
yet it never seems to get boring......
its almost... just almost like when im with eddie...
im always happy now at least...
i dont have to be sad about stupid things....
maybe... its better this way?

where'd u go...

I WANT MY LAPTOP RAWR...
random thought.. my laptop is in oakland..
finally went from beijing to anchorage today..
TURNS OUT AK IS ALASKA LMFAOOOO
so jeremy ur right.. but shush :)
anyways.. its in oakland CA now..
cant belive stupid jeremy almost tricked me into thinking that meant canada...
well anywho.. i hope me laptop comes to me soon :)
i wanna use its shiny gloriness

tribute: jeremy ho

right now.. is just one of those times where im lonely.....
shut up jeremy dont call me a loner.. nto righ tnow...
sigh...
anyways...
this is a tribute toward the stupid.. sometimes mean.. always funny..thick headed and child like jeremy ho :)
distrubs me how u noe so many perverted things -__-
but anyways...
im glad that i have u as a friend ;) (u get wat i mean)

baby... 제발 그의 손을 잡지마!

ahahhaha
wedding dress :)
stupid jeremy ho got me addicted....
today... was a good day...
it was eveyrhting i hoped it would be.. well it didnt seem like it was gonna be but it madeup for itself...
lets see...
i woke up and i was prety sad i had school.. i wanted to ditch but i went to school dressed up
owned up piners class and got lik 5 stickers.... break was just ok.... jeremy ho did dress up :)
4th was alright.. i proudly held my place as great artist.... i got a cup from renaissance..wtf.. 2 months late
totally owned jannet with that...
lunch... taco snacks werent that great... but it was an alright lunch i guess....
6th.. stadium :).. that made me happy.. i got to chill with everyone... especilaly bonded with kayla
havent talked to her in a while
after school i went home and i was practically lonely till lik 5....
thats when jenn came.. stupid jeremy ho...
friggin got here at lik 6 -__-
stupid boy tutoring was supposed to start 3 hours before that -__-
anyways....
tutoring was ok.. i felt bad cuz i didnt teach much todayy... i just needed to do somethign to take my mind off things
so we went out to eat sushi umi...
that was fun :) jeremy ho is funny
after we got home i got to rant a bit.......
im overall.. happy i guess...
i still wish thinigs could have turned out differnetly..
i still iwhs somethign else coudl have happened...
btu it didnt... it wont...
i noe tis time to give up.. i noe i need to give up.. but i just cant....

on the bright side jeremys cheering me up a lot these days... i kinda feel bad cuz i just qq to him.. but at the same time... it makes me happy.... is it ok to be selfish liek this?

winter time~

its getting cold!!!
me lieks the cold weather..
tomorrow is winter day..
imma dress up :D
sigh we were all supposed to :(
stupid justin :(
i'll be a loner now D:

i ditched school...

and i shoudl have ditched engineering too...
today was just as bad as anyday could have possibly went....
theres mroe work for me to do now too..
sigh everything is gonna pile up again....
espepcially with all my stupid crap...

i dont think its gonan wokr
in fact.. it never has worked...
same thigns just gonna happen.. again and again and again and again....
even if i have the cuties this time.. sigh..
doubt it...
someone needs to replcae him
completely

trust nothng

fuck this..
ppl are stupid...
life is stupid
right hwen i had something tolook forwad to todayy.. everything is ruined now

2012..

wow its been a while since i posted..
so time for me to put some music up :)
hmmm
heart beat by 2pm..


ok ok so it was you and i again..
BUT....
i have a good reason.. a few good ones for that matter...
but just listen to my heart beat.. its beating for u
(ok im done with my lame allusions to songs)
basically yesterday i was so wiped.. ifell asleep talking to jeremy ho...
sorryybtw ><"
anywho... i translated it yesterday and danny cho helped me translate.... or well he corrected my translation
and i got like over 80% right.. im so proud :)
but after trnaslatin git..
i realized.. it fitted me more :(
i miss him right now.. sigh
anywho.... talk about today a bit i guess....
acutally no lets goto friday first...
so i ditched lopez again today to chill wiht justin/jeremy
ended up being just wiht jeremy and i really dont mind.... jeremy ho is fun :) ahahha
cheers me up hanging out with him..... and we played touch hockey
omg -__- we're so stupid.. we were lik having the most fun htere... and we were playing a lame game
but it wasnt lame.. cuz i had fun :)
and im not a game person :)

anywho.... my laptop stuff came too...
i got my case which is sexy btw.. it has "dome" protection and super nice pouches, the dock was HUGE and shiny but pretty cool and i put my hdd into it today too.. i also got my warrenty packet.. nothign too exciting though cuz i just want my newlaptop so i can be lag free....

so today... was probably one of my most stress free days in engineering..
i came in hoping to see eddie.. he disappointed.. again.. hes been doing that a lot....
i was kinda sad... even with doughnuts.. cuz kevin chang left ;(
and so i was lonely... sitting there...
and so elliot comes. sits next to me and starts working.. we didnt really talk but that kinda made me feel less lonely...
flint also came and we hung out a bit too..
but ANYWAYS...
shawn came and we had a lot of productive talks....
but thats still a secret for now so.. SHH :)
anyways.... william wang -___-
sigh he touched the metal tryying to get rid of metal shredidngs while the mill was FRIGGIN ON -__-
he was rpractically kciked out and jeffrey comes to tell me.. i literally run upstairs to do some damage control.. and i bring him into richters office...
i kinda.. yelled at him..
but i couldnt....
something about the way he looks at me.. it really reminds me of when little boys would pout and get away with things....
but he wasnt pouting.. i think its cuz we're like friends.. and i just didnt wanna kick him out..
but iw oudl never cover someone else like that..
sihg..
anyways.. im doing everything in my power to make suyre hes not kicked out..
oh danny got me ampm.. he didnt ask so i was kinda pissed..
adn then he calls me when hes in there and im lik awww.. and yeahh
ANYYWAYSSS....
design stuff in engineering is getting fun....
i hope.. just hope that everythign goes as planned.......
anwyas....
me flint and dipak goto mcdonalds later..
we eat..
DIPAK GETS A FRIGGIN HAPPY MEAL..
beside the point... we were playing with the frigign toy -__-
ok im calm..
so me and dipak goto watch 2012..
made me traumatized....
made me think..
i wanna spend my last day with eddie.. if anything.. its gotta be with mybest friend right ?:)
but iono... seems so impossible
well eddie didnt go this mornign.. and so i was disappointed.. he did call me later on though...
kinda mde me feel better...i guess....

it just feels alright

making me wish..
i started listening to this song again....
i feel happier....
and makes me  think...

you and i together it just feels alright....
never speak of sepation, i'll always protect you nomatter what
you and i together dont ever let go of my hands
never speak of good bye in this whole wide world i'll only have you

when the night finds you do you close yoyur eyes?
when im in your arms im not afraid of anything
in this whole world no one can replace you
you're the only one and i'll be there for you baby....

 nothing in this song..
isnt how i feel....

so i justmade a wish 11:11 on 11/11

and so.. its a super wish :)
for over a year now.. i've been wishing for this...
my wish doesnt change......
thats all i ask for in my life..
but of course telling anyone would make it not happen
so *shh* :)

jermey ho is gay

i hate u :(
completely ditched me today...
dont feel like talking about anything.....
could gone watch 2012 with dipak..
fuck

ZOMG FUNNN

stupid justin han..
didnt even bring me anything and brought something for everyone else..
stupid butthole :(

round tables for engineering today...
i approve...
ahaha jeremy ho stayed :)
that made me happy
it was super fun too because janet you are now san ba nu :)
ahahahhaah
but anyways
FUN
i had lots of yummy food..

tomorrow im tutoring and engineeringing...
ahahahha
tutoring will be fun :)

GOOD GOOD DAY..

I BOUGHT A LAPTOP

tribute: cuties

ahaha u guys always cheer me up
ty :) <3

tribute: flint liu

prolly another one of those "gonna have a few more" tributes...
this one is out to flint liu :)
for putting up with all my crap and still being nice to me..
a lot of ppl deserve a tribute cuz i just cuss them out..
but.. flints special :)

tt dance

thats what im listening to...
today... i was super pissed becuase eddie ditched me after engineering :(
didnt talk at all in art and totally cussed flint out.... espeically cuz i had to find out that eddie wasnt gonna goto engineering from him
sorry bout that ahahah
but jeremy ho cheered me up today :)
ahahah i felt so much better after that....
but anyways.....
my dat started getting better after that...
i saw eddie after 5th and he aplogized..
jeremy came to engineering so i wasnt bored :D that totally made me happy i just ditched all my work LMFAO
but anyways.... the cuties do a good job of cheering me up :)
and yes kevin chang included ahahahaha
i had a lolipop.. and fruit snacks.. and fantastix.. and COFFEE nom nom nommmmmm
engineering.. was alright.. marenas not leaving so i can still have someone do my busy work...
my work was alright.. still gots a little bit to get done...
im bored now.. procrastinating on engineering work.. being bored.. and tired....
finsihed 10 pages of senior project yesterday.. in one day..
ahahaha ;)

well anyways im alright now i guess.... :)

inidian candy ftw :)

today was interesting....
i woke up at like 7 30 cuz of dipak..
and showered and got breakfast!! dennys was yummy..
but we took a long time and so we didnt go recycling.. jsut went to board of boosters meeting...
MRS CHENS HOUSE IS NICE!
and the smoked slamon thingie was literally top grade!!!
we all loved it..
expressso machine... doughnuts... yumm
but lasted... like...2 hours!!!
it was ok cuz i learned that dipak hates cats ahaha hes so funny:)
after wards we goto vons in search for dramamin but didnt buy it...
and dipak was like nah lets not goto pinks..
instead we went to LITTLE INDIA!! ahahha we bought lots of indian candys more on this later...
that was so interesting..
i got car sick (:( so we went to get crsick medicine and i got better)
and then.... we realized that dipaks car... omg.. flat tire..
and so we look at tire place.s.. but they were all expensive and ppl tried to rip us of so we came back to find
his tire is unrepareable..
and so.. we dont get anything...
and we didnt get to watch the men stare at goats...
and he was just sad :(
hope he feels better... but back to happy thoughts
INDIAN CANDY is SOOO good
imma eat all of this seriously its like 100% sugar lmfao..
so unhealthy but he  bought like a LOT and just told me to take it home ahahha
wat a nice person :)
we talked about life plans to a bit.. good thoughts....

anywho...
justins always sad these days :(
i hope he feels better :)
hopefully someting i can do about things :(
i'll always be here for u :)
stupid jeremy ho.. such a meanie :(
but i'll be the supportive one :)

and with that.. i need to start on my senior project.. which is due monday..
let us work hard together :)! hwaiting!

order laptop!

I got an ok to order a laptop :)
i spent lik 5 hours on the phone with justin wong (old IT Team leader) talking about stuff, and laptops shopping and what not..
fun fun..
more details later.. tired..
bed :)

bcd

today was a good day :)
but lets not spoil the story and start with school
im working with eddie on stats project yayy :)
finally get to work with hima fter dealing with so much bs from that stupid class....
engineering was ridiculous
i was kinda just all over the place and feeling kinda sick...
TA.. was interesting.. i had a good talk with pennoyer, i like her teaching style and what not.. i need to amke sure i get her a good xmas present... shes a very good person
anyways
after school i was bummed cuz eddie wasnt comign in today....
today things just got out of control
i tried wokring but i couldnt...
arielle approached me about the horribel crap thats going around
ernie was feeling like shit
i supprt you :)
anyways
me arielle and dipak try to sit everyyone down
just to talk to them... not about the incident (well me and arielle at least) just to tell them to keep reltionship stuff on a low level... and me and dipak were gonna discuss the incident later....
eduardo
just barges ina nd interrupts us making deanna feel like shit...
today was the last straw
cuz u noe wat
FUCK U EDUARDO
U DONT FUCKIGN DO SHIT.. ALLUVE DONE THIS WHOEL FUCKIGN YEAR IS THAT STUPID ASS SHITTY NEWS LETTER THAT DONT EVEN FUCKIGN LOOK GOOD.. U SIT AROUND ALL DYA ACTING LIKE U DO SHIT WHEN U DONT FUCKING DO FUCK... FUCKED UP RETARDED LOOKING LITTLE ASS LICKING CUNT FACE
THAT NEWS LETTERS A PIECE OF SHIT TOO WITH NO FUCKIGN BALANCE OR PERFESSIONALISM BUILT INTO IT.. ALL UR WORK IS JUST LIKE U AND UR UGLY DAMN FACE AND EVERYTHIGN ABOUT U.. A PIECE OF SHIT
FUCK U

and i will make sure that i handle that litelle mother fucker properly cuz hes completely crossed the line with me...

wella fterwards i just wanted to talk to eddie..
i just needed someone to lean on and just rant at..... and at hat moment i needed him.. he was at stupid band fml..
my grandparents took me out..
i felt like shit cometpely tried.. and started texting jeremy and justin
i got bcd tofu hot pot..
it was good..
tahts when my mood started getting better (see comfort food always works)
and so i get home and check blog updates....
JUSTIN HAN :)
ur completely the best ahahahha :D
totally cheered me up..
if it wasnt for you i'd still be feeling like complete shit right now :)
thanks for always cheering me up
ahahahahhahaahhahahaha

oh random thought this reminds me...
jeremy ho = mean cutie
justin han = violent cutie
kevin chang = tall and also mean cutie

mixed day part 2

after installing the stupid atuocad for kevin.. i decide to write me blog before i go shower..
and so.. i goto justins blog..... f...m...l...
hes acutally thinking about moving to diamond bar..
i dont want him to go.. he cant go..
but hten again.. he can.. he sounds like hes gonna be happier there...
i guess i shouldnt be too selfish...
but justin han..
if u leave.....
what am i gonna do....
the cuties arent gonna be a collective anymore.
its just gonna be kevin and jeremy...
tahts nto the cuties :(
tahts lik.. cutie +1
:(
sigh...
and u noe wat...
now that things are so much more complicated with eddie :(
who am i gonna talk to if not u..
and whos gonna be the silly boy who always cheers me up and makes blunt statements like "oh its ok just fuck them"
sigh.....
and whos gonna be the silly boy who doesnt understand anything about anything..
WHOS GONNA BE MY FOB BUDDY WHO CANT SPELL AND DOESNT GET ANYTHING :(
sigh....
justin han :( i dont want u to go..
u make my senior year almost bearable.......

this managed.. to completely bring me down....
and i was telling earlier too...
today was the closest ive been to being as happy as i have been since last yyear...

sigh whos gonna lean on me walking half way to chemistry...
who am i gonna rant to randomly about stupid things that i just dont trust ppl with...
and who am i gonna lean on when im tired...or when ijust feel like it (scratch that..eddies there)
or... eat my seafood ramen (although im pretty sure everyone would...)
or.. iono.. everything else....
and u havent even packed me lunch like u said u would...
its not like u promised u'd stay..
but man :(
i hate it when things like this happen :( especially when this happens to close friends..
and its not like i can ask u to stay cuz im not in any position to tell u that..
and its not like i can ask u to just leave cuz its gonna make me sad...
and its not like theres any easy way out of this for anyone....
and its not like its easy for me with eddies stupid crap...

my life sucks....
and my quote stays true...
"happiness is evil... its presence is the precursor to more devastating pain"

the hell... am i supposed to do....

i want out....
out of all of this

a mixed day....

today was fun kinda...
i got fruit snacks yummm
anywho...
i got to hang out with jeremy ho :)
from like 12 to lik 10 -__- 10 50 so more like 11 -__-
cuz after lunch i went to tennis with them to tutor (kinda got distracted)
and ended upgoing to his house right after...
and then... tso and aileen came...
we got to chill
it was fun
i hope we do this again soon...
jermey ho cheers me up :)

but then i got home and i was lik fuck -__- so much work to do...
stupid frekaing kevin chang..
sighhh
so i had to install autocad till i find out that theres a frekaing 2gb requirement on the sfotware.. i have 1.5
it still let me install :)
i installed it half awakingly...
and now im here writing

well anwyas
in between.. at jeremys house i was about to take my poly sci quiz...
and so... I CLICK ON A LINK DURING THE QUIZ AND IT BLOCKS ME -__-
FML
sighhh
anywayys....

time to shower i guess.. continue writing when im back :)

hmmm...........

sigh life sucks
i dont noe how or y thi happened
but iw as literally dragged between 2 ends of the world today
i dont noe wat to do

liar

u mother...
seriosuly this is ridiculous....
u promised me we'd dorm together..
dont just apologize..
thats not somethign a litelle sorry can fix...
this is ridiculous...
im done trusting u

justin is cool

cuz hes going to jostens with me tomorrow :)
i dont have to be a loner anymore!!:)

anyways...
today was alright..
i like chilling with kevin chang in the mornings.. but i hate stats..
i guess qqing to jeremy about random things makes it ok...
englsih was alright.. messed around for a entire class...
engineering.. sighh so much wokr..
i dont noe how i manage to still have so much work even after advisory....
art was ok.. drawing is fun!
my TA class is funny..
haha freshman are ok i guesss...
specilaly jeffreyy and randall haha u 2 are so funny!!!
imma give them a tour tomorrow for engineeering.
time to use project manageritism to recruit!
anywho.... lopez.. iwas pracitcally falling asleep as i was grading things :(

sighhhh
anyways looking forward to tomorrow...
:)

mountainbeer

so...
this is a tribute...
and a recipe..
in response... to chris's comment on me being cheese water on that soical interview thingamabobber on facebook...

mountain beer.. ahhhh the good old days :)
i wish i could have a cup right now
its so yummy
sweet and slightly tangy... fizzy delicious goodness :)


recipe:
ingredients:
1 part mountain dew
1 part root beer
 directions:
1. pour into cup
2. sip away!

i miss cosmos... mountian beer.. NOMMMMMM
although i guess i would be eating the cup,.. never the less.. NOMMMMMM

tribute: eddie kwan

heres the first of probably many to come...

although im mad at u right now......
ur the best friend iv'e ever had
and fighting with my parents makes me realize that ur the one person that i actually feel like i have a connection to.....
even though im hella pissed at u..
ur the best

definition: parents

mother fuckers who need to die

im in love

with peanut butter cups!



that song is also so me now :)
because theres always only gonna be one love like this
and of course im not talking about peanut butter cups ;)