you and i together....

"You and I together, it just feels so right..."
more on that later....

first..
wow............ school is fuck
seriously...
the hell is this
being project manager just became a lot more shitty
complete crap..
i mean honestly.... thats jsut stupid....
i dont blame u.. i think we all make mistakes..
but i just dont think its right....

so today i realized.. i really like a lot more food than just cheese...
i also like seafood.. and then talking to the cuties i realized.. i love meat..
and onions.. and chocoalte and like everyything :)
basically.. un healthy food :D

anyways more on the begining.....


i love this song..
thats how i feel right now...
sigh....
or is it?
sometiems i really just dont know how i feel or what i want anymore.....
i need you next to me....
i want u next to me....
but why do i always have second thoughts these days...
sigh if i could have one wish...
id wanna turn back time and make evyerything go back to normal..
i'd give up all the food.. all the cheese.. the seafood.. the lobster..themeat the onions chocoalte evyeything...
just to be friends wiht u again.....

i need a day...just alone with the cuties or eddie... and just be able to be there..
cuz honestly... i cant take this crap anymore..
i dont even wanna talk to anymore..
i just wanna be with someone...
cuz right now...
i feel like i have no one..
life is shit..